Been Busy...and Got Hit by "the Storm" Again

If only I could have a filming crew to shoot a documentary of what I've been up to. 'Cos it's almost impossible for me to be able to keep up in updating it. Busy aih...tp mmg pn from last time lg kn. But let's just continue to enjoy life as students, ok, friends. Boleh bh klo kta. :p

Anyway, what (I think) is more important here is the fact that I'm catching up with my favourite J-pop group, Arashi. ^o^ Arashi means "storm", by the way. I watched the videos of them that I have and listened to their old and new songs. Too bad they don't sell their album here. :( But thank God there's internet (and downloader)! :) So, being a hardcore fan as I am, I stick to the kind of thought that "Once a fan, always a fan." That is, if you truly are a fan of something. Don't let what others say or do change what comes from the real you. Hoho...

Ja...take care every day!

Arashi ga ichiban desu yo ne! Zutto ni.

@.@

My head's starting to spin again now. Man, the timing just isn't right! I want to tell a little something about what just happened a few hours ago. It's about my friends coming to my house this evening. It's normal, I know, but not so much when they suddenly sang a birthday song as you opened the gate! (Note: My birthday was a week ago.) There was even a cake...a chocolate cake. Aww.....right?

But now my head's spinning even more. I'm only human. I feel ill too sometimes. Need rest. Don't want to not wake up tomorrow to send sis to school and pick dad from airport and go for a lecture. *sigh* A little more details and uploaded photos will come soon. ;)

Well...take care! And arigatou ne, you guys! Like...seriously...one week after the actual day??! Thoughtful..

God bless..

Hohoh...this is what they got me as a present. Cute, huh? Hontou ni arigatou, mina. What is written in the little card is really sweet too. ^^

Something Tells Me...

Detectives KAT-TUN are on the case! ^o^

Hmm... Are they up to something? Or is it just me? Well, we'll see. Maybe I should just play along. Again, we'll see. But some part of me feel uneasy about it. Don't know why. Will tell what it is when I know for sure. Gosh, I hope it's something good...really good.

Birthday?? Huhu...

^o^

13 is a great number, you know. Love it! ;)

6 More Days to 'Dare Ka No Tanjoubi'..

OMG!! Time doesn't wait for anyone, does it? Well, SOMEONE will be officially in the 20s club pretty soon. :( Man, I'd hate it if I were the one (I said in my heart). :p Adeh...jgn la masa bjln cpt sgt. Tp klo slow sgt, tk bez jg kn. Everything happens for a reason, then. Hoho... Hmm...this reminds me. You know what? I'm very thankful that I've been blessed with such thoughtful friends, apart from my family, that on my birthday for the past couple of years or so, they celebrated it with me. And they planned for the whole thing! Aww... ^o^

Over the past few years, my friends and I had been celebrating my birthday in school, in a pizza place, in a hostel...etc. (Tba2 blank mo pk tmpt mana lg. It was fun!) The most recent one, which was last year's, was quite sweet too. The video is in my YouTube account. Oh ya...I wanted to upload videos to my YouTube. Haven't done that in quite a while. Mslh connection bh. Slalu fail upload. Hate that! But I'll try again.

A random picture. Guess who that is? And what book was she reading?

dh...sy tdo dlu k. ada class nti pagi. full day lg tu. be strong...be strong..! alright, sleep tight, all of you! see you in my sweet dreams! ;) God bless..

It Still Hurts... >o<'

Can't eat anything! Pretty much anything! Well, not without the pain. Adoh..sabar jak la. But I'm hungry...huhu... You know what? I had ice-cream for dinner. I know it wouldn't be fulfilling enough but at least it tasted good. I should go and get some more. Kesian o...mkn pn ssh. Sakit gigi..adui... I hope it'll go away soon. So that I can truly enjoy my day/ night out to the movie (plus eating, of course) that we're planning for this weekend. Hrp2 mjadi. Please... Sdh la sy ni mmg snang lapar.

Oh ya...the lantern festival held at our faculty ended smoothly. I didn't stay till the lantern-carrying session (which was the highlight of the evening!!) but it was ok. My cousin and I had to go back early for rosary prayer at our houses.

Nah..ni dia! I helped to serve these that evening. ^^ It was a tough job, considering that we weren't equipped with scoops. Only spoons...with cups...and ice-cream-craving people waiting..and the ice-cream was melting!!!

I SERIOUSLY Didn't Want to Do It...Seriously..

Yes I know I'm not perfect.

(msh bole jg bh jd mantap wpun not perfect. rilek..)

I feel so uneasy right now. Geram!!!!!!!!! I've tried to point out my intention and explain but noooo..still nothing better has been done about it. STOP DEPENDING ON ME (too much)!!! The harder part is, we're friends (but note that we're not exactly "such close friends". Prasan gila dia ni.) So, don't push it. I have a lot on my mind. I didn't ask for things to be so complicated suddenly but they just are, ok. So, don't simply drag me into stuff just because you THINK you really believe in my abilities. If the situation were different than this, I'd be flattered, really. Such a pity. Thanks for thinking so but hey, have you looked around? I'm not the only existing person, you know. Give me a break, please. Please la.. Tk phm2 pla..adei... I hate to lose my faith in a friend, ever, even when I'm being tested for it. Please don't make me, ok. Please... ~.~

Even at this moment, I still plan to be intentionally ignorant about it. Just slightly. I need to, ok. For the sake of my poor self. The situation forced me to be a little hypocritical. Why? Because I didn't completely tell how I really really really felt. I did try to..but SOMEONE DIDN'T GET IT. Sngaja ka? A simple thing has become so complicated. *sigh* Benci btl.

So, forgive me for what I've been doing and what I'm about to do. You'll see why..I hope. But don't worry..it's not that I'm going to commit a crime or anything. I just can't take it anymore. Honestly.....you've ruined my should-have-been-just-fine days, my friend. That kind of sucks. But I'll manage.

And I thank God for sending me many other good friends. At least I have them too. My kawaii ^^ friends. You rock!!

And God, continue to bless and guide us all.


bsok (or ari ni ka sdh), sy temankn JJ la pgi main cmpus utk Aidilfitri pnya bnda. cun2 jg aktiviti tu ari yg sma dgn apa yg sy tgh bingungkn ni. timing pn lbh kurg. makin tmbh ssh ni.

oh ya kn...kna htr adik lg pgi skolah. jgn la lecture hbs lmbt sgt. pharmaco o... then, tkut tk terbgun pla sb sy stat lmbt ckt dr besa. jd, yg lain dh jln dr rumah awal lg. rajin2kn la bgunkn sy k. but not too early, pls.

n omg...ada patho tutorial!!! uii...mo revise hbs lg ni. adui...adui...