There's Something About 서은광

Yes, there's something about 서은광 that gives me a tingly feeling every time I see him in a video or a picture.  You know, that kind of churning feeling inside that instantly makes you have a certain reaction upon seeing someone or something?  In Korean language, it would be described as "두근 두근".  That's "dugeun dugeun", pronounced as "du-gun du-gun".  In English, you can call it "thump thump" or "thumping" for short.  Like seriously...it's not just having 'butterflies in the stomach' kind of thing.  If I may alter that phrase, it would be 'butterflies in the heart' in my case.  It's because I feel more warmth in my heart rather than my stomach when I think about 은광이.  (Haha...somehow the sentence sounds funny.  "More warmth in my heart"??  xD )  And it's not exactly the same as the normal situations where I get excited on my own when I see other namja idols who catch my eye.  My friends and family know well enough how I am when I get excited because of those eye candies (but I see more than their outward appearances, believe me).  Really, it's a little different.  I don't know why yet.  You may say that it's nothing unusual especially since I'm a fan of the group BTOB who is a junior group of BEAST.  So, I'll try to keep silent and post about it instead.  ^o^

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I've come up with several reasons why 은광 has a special spot in my heart.  (P/S - BEAST's 현승 has been staying in my heart too ever since I knew BEAST.  Just FYI.)  It's not very hard for me to list out some of the things that I find captivating about this currently blonde guy.  (P/S again - He bleached his hair blonde for the group's debut and his hair remains bleached with occasional variation of pinkish shade or lighter tone.)

Reason #1

His Refreshing Look
I put this as my first reason because I was first attracted to 은광 before I heard him sing or saw him dance since he had not debuted yet at that time.  The first time I saw 은광 (not live, just in a video ^^) was in the sitcom 'I Live in Cheongdam-dong' where he played his character as a member of a 5-guy group of aspiring singers.  The others who played the characters of the remaining members of the group in the sitcom are also in the same agency, Cube Entertainment, in real life, not in the sitcom.  Although I didn't watch the sitcom, I watched clips of this particular group compiled by fans.  From there, I started noticing 은광 and I was drawn to the refreshing vibe that I got from him even though I didn't know his name at that time.  Then, the group BTOB officially debuted and I got the chance to watch their debut showcase live on YouTube.  In the showcase, BTOB members were introduced one by one in a fashion runway style.  은광 was the first to come out and I was *_* 'ed by his smooth yet subtle move as he walked towards the front of the stage.  His gaze shot right through the laptop screen and caused me to +_+ .  And then he smiled, making me #_# .  Yeah, I can't find the words to substitute those emoticons right now.  Can you help me?

By the way, some have said that 은광 resembles 현승 but I didn't realise that.  I still don't see the close resemblance of those two.  It's funny because 현승 happens to be my bias in BEAST.  Do they really resemble one another in any way?  Hmm...maybe.

Reason #2
His Vocals

Have you heard him sing?  If  you haven't, you should.  And prepare to be amazed.  He's definitely one of the best vocalists ever existing on this planet.  It's not just my opinion, it has been said so many times by many individuals.  He himself knows that too and he aims to become one of the greatest singers known.  I would love to learn how he can control his voice projection and breathing technique.  Teach me, 은광이~  On a side note (since this post is about 은광), the whole of BTOB members, which consists of seven members altogether, are undeniably talented in singing, rapping, and also dancing.  Acting can be in it too but that's not their focus right now.  Let them be the BTOB that serenades fans with their voices and excites fans with their moves.  So, BTOB really is a group that is well equipped with impressive talents that can do wonders if polished and maintained in the long run.

Reason #3

His Dance

Who isn't attracted to people who can dance wonderfully, right?  But 은광's moves when he dances captured me (as if he didn't capture me already way before I saw him dance) like an arrow that was steadily released from its bow and found its way to me.  Every person has his or her own style or tendency when dancing.  은광's style is by far one of my favourites.  Just like how he was "smooth yet subtle" when he walked the runway during BTOB's debut showcase, he does the same every time he dances.  I don't know if anyone else realises it but I seem to notice the extra smoothness that he has when he dances.  Okay, I shall not talk more about this because you might not be able to imagine it well yet I'm the only one envisioning it perfectly and being crazy all by myself.

Reason #4

His Brotherly Love with BTOB Members

I love it when members of a group get along well and looks after one another like best friends or close siblings.  BTOB is one of the groups that have great bonds with each other.  They remind me of BEAST members who are close with each other and has each other's back.  In fact in a survey conducted by a TV programme (I think), BEAST was voted by fellow entertainers as the group with the best teamwork.  BTOB made it in the top list too!  And A Pink too, from A Cube Entertainment.  I'm so proud of these CUBE talents.  :')  은광 isn't just the leader of BTOB.  He's the big brother, which makes prefect sense since he's the oldest among the seven.  Oh, did you know that the seven members of BTOB share one bedroom with three bunk beds?  The youngest member, 성재, once said that it allows them to become closer but in the morning, their washroom becomes a war zone.  Cute!

Reason #5

His Giggle

I'm so in love with 은광이's giggle that I recorded his short but contagious giggle from their debut showcase and saved it in my phone.  Now, the recorded audio is in my Galaxy Tab too.  Enough said!

Reason #6

His Pronunciation

은광 might not be very fluent in English yet but he's getting there.  His English pronunciation might not be the best out of all idols but he's really not bad.  As a matter of fact, I like how he pronounces some English words.  It's like hearing a Korean speaking in simple English and then suddenly a particular word is pronounced so beautifully in an accent that it makes you think "Wait?  Was that the same person for a second there?" when you hear him speak.  It doesn't apply to every English word that he says but just some of them.  From his singing and interviews, some of the words that he has pronounced remarkably well (according to me) are "pain", "point (from "point of view")", "pursue", and "leader".  Peniel, teach him more!

You know what?  The list can go on because I can be as detailed and thorough as I want to but I'll have some mercy and stop here.  ^^  So, those are the top reasons why I adore you-should-know-who-by-now.

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This was requested by me, actually.  I'm not kidding.  I requested for it about a week after BTOB debuted.

Thank you for your time and please support our blooming love.  What the...  LOL.  I'm just being me.  Okay, bye for now!