Really Blue Monday Blue :(

It's raining..not heavily, but just right to bring the mood down. Been listening to Before the Storm several times (cun2 bh hujan jg ni. but no storm la so far.). If things were all okay with me right now, the song would merely be a song I love to listen to. But it's more than just that. It's a really good song, by the way, isn't it? It's Independence Day today but things are so different from my view here. Something doesn't feel so exciting as it used to be. Man, how I miss those older days.. :'( Why did they have to pass by so fast? Yes, I do feel kind of lonely right now especially 'cos my friends aren't around. Thinking about them can make me smile or giggle, though. xD Such 'kids'.

I forgot how hard it is to forget something you need to forget (might not be what you want to forget). Memory...why does it have to be so efficient at times like this? The timing isn't right. Keeping myself busy with other things doesn't work so well anymore. I need more distractions. But thank God for reminding me to keep on going. At least to get through the days..the cold days.

Right now, only "Lines, Vines, and Trying Times" is here to console me. Love its company. :)

It's true when they (JB) say "There's a lot that you don't notice when you read between the lines". Even more sadly, some don't even read between the lines.



Missing everything...