Sorry for Anything (and Thank You for Everything)

Well...I'd just like to clear my conscience before I sleep for now. (Plus, exam is coming, so I don't really want any grudge or dissatisfaction from any of you. xD) So, here are some of the things I realise I've been doing, or I've failed to do right. Rest assured, dear all..I know it when I've done something annoying or hurtful (in case).

Okay... So, take note of the part concerning you only. The other parts might confuse you.


To mommy and daddy,
I think I know why the bills are quite high these days. ^o^ I've been staying up at nights (every night, in fact). My laptop is on as long as I'm home, the TV's on as the background sound when I'm studying in the living room, the water in the shower is used abundantly (You know how long I can take to shower), the lights are on when everyone else is sleeping ('cos I haven't slept at those times). The list can just continue. And you know very well that I'm like a pro at spending (my own or your money). Thanks for all the things you've bought for me. Love them! All those sandals, dresses, blouses, accessories, bags, CDs, books.. I do feel like a spoilt princess sometimes..haha...but it's so hard not to be one when you're so nice to say yes to my requests. On my defense, you did say no several times and I had to accept those no-moments (while sulking).


To my sis',
Hmm...I'm not sure if I should be sorry for nagging and giving orders to you girls all this while. It's how it's supposed to be, isn't it? Hehe...kidding. So, I'm sorry if I've used my 'power' too much on you girls. Can't help it sometimes. Well, thank you for following what I've been telling you. Some of them are good advice, you know.


To my Lot77 housemates,
I'm sorry if I've been a pain in the neck as your housemate, though I hope not. It's really an honour to have you girls around. Sorry for the meetings I've missed, sorry for the tasks i haven't done well. It seems that I'm lacking in terms of commitment lately. I have my reasons, actually. But I still intend to do what I can for the sake of our apartment and those living in it. Oh ya..sorry for suddenly laughing or giggling at nights, in case you could hear me (especially my roommie). I'm just so easily amused with anything sometimes.


To my 2009 batch classmates,
I haven't known you guys for a long time yet but you guys are part of my life now (cewah..) and are more than just my acquaintances. There's something funny about how we got to know each other. I could see that some of you guys were confused..."Who's this girl, really?".."How come I've never seen her before? (sb dh biasa d cni kn. jd lain jg la cara sy 1st2 compared to kmuorg.)" etc. It really felt like I was living a double life..a double identity or something. Still do, I think. So..sorry about any confusion caused..haha... Thank you for the laughter you've made me have (intentionally or unintentionally) due to your adorable humour. Sometimes just looking at you guys makes me want to giggle..hihi... You might have heard things about me from the other friends or seniors (=.=)", well, it's better to ask me for the confirmation. Sometimes, they make things up..huhu...


To my 2008 batch,
There are many things you guys have done and said. I must say that you are inspiring and motivating..each of you. (tp jgn prasan lbih2 k. xD) Sorry for any misunderstandings or hardship I've caused. Never meant to. Together we give each other headaches sometimes, ok? Wish us all luck in what we do. You're all great friends. Continue to be so. ;)


To the friends I've lost contact with,
Primary school friends, secondary school friends, matriculation friends, childhood friends...I'm sorry to those I haven't contacted for quite some time. You guys pn satu, napa tk call/ msj?? But just know that I haven't forgotten about any of you. Might have forgotten your home addresses, might have forgotten your hobbies, might have forgotten your favourite colours...but I still remember knowing you. So..do stay in touch whenever you can.


To my buddies (you know who you are :D),
Thanks for your guidance and support. It's good to have you guys as examples..like my own big sisters and brothers. Sorry when I missed on greeting you or saying 'hi'. Kdg2 tk nmpk bh. Dh la bingung jg kdg2. By the way, we have an amazing line of buddies, don't we? ;) (Yg lain jgn jeles..haha...)


To my Unifruit gang,
We're now getting busier each day, ne? Gomen nasai for not being able to hang out with you guys sometimes. Demo ne..I do think of you all every now and then. And you guys are like my major source of laughter. Domo arigatou! Sorry for giving you any tension..huhu... Well, I'm only a phone call or sms away if you need me. Stay cute!


To ...,
Thanks k for everything! You're so sweet. Appreciate it very much. Keep on lighting the days and nights of those you know (especially me ^^). And sorry for...well, the uncertainties I've brought. I can be indecisive but never meant to. If only I could be more straight-to-the-point but.....it's my bad. I guess it should be enough to just know what you already know. ;)


To the other friends...
Rilek la if you're not specially mentioned above. You guys lg la special caranya klo mau..sy send cards and gifts lg. But only upon request..haha... Thanks also for being around, wherever you are. You guys made me the way I am. Arigatou!


Wish everyone best of luck in things they do! Gb n tc..


-pris-