1) I prefer my toasted breads almost burnt, BBQ meats almost burnt, sausages almost burnt, nuggets almost burnt, instant noodle undercooked, french fries undercooked,...that's all I can think of for now.
2) Sometimes, I sleep on my bed with my head on the supposed-to-be-feet side of the bed simply because it feels strangely more comfortable.
3) I keep watching horror movies even though I'm honestly a scaredy cat.
4) One of my ways to prevent myself from spending money on attractive but unnecessary things is by looking at the item(s) or holding the item(s) at the shop for a while until I hopefully lose interest in it/ them and walk away after that.
5) I'm convinced that if I were properly trained since young, I could have been a very successful athlete or dancer, considering my achievements in the mentioned fields as a child in the past.
6) Before I got caught up in my J-pop and K-pop fandoms years ago, I passionately rooted for Westlife, The Click 5, and Jonas Brothers by diligently buying and collecting their cassettes, CDs, VCDs, and posters.
7) When I'm not particularly impressed by how I look while getting ready at a certain time, I'll shamelessly blame the mirror or lighting for being low in quality.
8) I don't cook, bake, or prepare a meal often but once I do it, I always pay extra attention on the food presentation apart from its edibility.
9) My style of maintaining my room is more towards spring-cleaning than regular reorganisation.
10) I used to be hospitalised and have my leg casted due to an incident with a motorcycle exhaust when I was in my first year of elementary school.
Showing posts with label confession. Show all posts
Showing posts with label confession. Show all posts
Saturday, August 18, 2012
Tuesday, January 17, 2012
I Didn't 'Unfriend' You but I 'Unsubscribed' to You.
dear you-whom-i-thought-was-a-friend,
it takes only one reckless slip to show your true colours. i've only known you for less than a year. we became quite close, probably because we were both in the same position and in an unfamiliar environment at that time. from the start, i knew you were a little unruly and daring (in the wrong way) but i restrained myself from judging you. there were many talks and thoughts about you that weren't very pleasing but i let them pass with the hope that you'll prove those judgmental people wrong. plus, i knew that we wouldn't be around each other for long. that's why i could endure those speculations. BUT...you just crossed the line when you asked for a favour that i thought was an emergency. that favour itself wasn't the real issue. i trusted you and believed that you would keep your promise. huh...promise my foot! you kept making excuses and postponed what you said you would do. i felt uneasy from the beginning but i tried to be okay with it. you're just unbelievably inconsiderate. faham sik maksud ya?? nang polah orang rasa moha eh. lekak tok sikda gik ku mok nolong kau. i won't even keep in touch with you. that's why i unsubscribed to your updates. you're still on my friendlist but i won't be seeing anything that you post or update. i can't stand your presence anymore, even in the virtual setting. you've gone too far.
be happy. stay away.
sincerely,
'Baby Pris'
'Baby Pris'
Saturday, October 8, 2011
In All Honesty, I'm Worried
from the very beginning, i've been preparing myself for a busier-than-before year. this doesn't only concern my life as a student. so, don't get me wrong by narrowing it that way. :)
to start...the core subjects that i'm currently taking are quite heavy in terms of workloads and weekly in-class learning hours. to add to that, i'm also taking not one, but two elective subjects. berani mati, nak?! LOL the reason for my decision to take up that many subjects this semester is to try to make the upcoming semesters free from subjects that aren't my core subjects. typically, the difficulty level gets higher every semester. i'm preparing myself for that too.
what's bugging me is the exhaustion that i often feel on weekdays when there are classes to attend. it's normal to feel tired when you have to drive to and fro but this time, it seems like i'm even more tired that the previous semesters. do you get what i mean? it's not just physical exhaustion, but also mental exhaustion. something seems to be bothering me. the morning traffic jams might be one of the contributing causes. i'm kind of used to the traffic jams but the journey seems to be 1.5 times longer than before. perhaps it's the route that i'm using that makes it longer. i'm using a different route this semester for a valid reason. :) it's a logical route considering where i need to go to on my way to campus, but overall, it's actually a little further than what i'm used to. i'm not sure if i can go on with it till whenever, though. :/ you see, my house is considered a little far from the main road. lorong (Stapok) selatan 11c2 oi~ dah la selatan bertentangan ngan utara, nombor 11, kakya c, sik cukup 11c, mok gik 11c2! it's quite hidden for those who are not used to the area. anyway...i've made a conclusion that i hate stopping at traffic lights (take note of the plural form.) more than roundabouts. seriously. going back home from campus is still okay but going to campus in the morning is a sore in the neck. i've been late quite many times. gomen ne, sensei to tomodachi. shouganai kara. :( nasib bait lecturer setakat tok bait2...understanding (or just patient, probably). i'm afraid that i might not be as lucky next semester. who knows?
now, you would think that if the long journey is a problem, why don't i just depart earlier from home, right? here's my answer to that. every morning when i need to attend classes, i wake up about one and a half hour, if not two hours, before i depart from home. iboh mok suruh bangun awal gik dari ya! cukup la ya. i need to wait for my turn to use the bathroom. i'm the last one to have my shower. the others need to depart earlier than me. aih...apa gik semester depan ow...semua orang sesi pagi dah. adoh.. when i'm ready, i'll then be on my way. when you actually have to go through my routine, you'll know how it really feels like from my point of view. bila pagi2 dah sikda mood gara2 mala jak stop2 kat jalan, ngan kadang2 ada kreta di depan nok agak slow (tapi sik boleh nak nganok sidak juak la. berhati2 di jalan raya bah. nang bena ya.), sampei jak kampus, kurang dah semangat mok dengar lecture. nok polah gik ada sikit semangat ya pun sebab pikir mok balit lekak habis kelas untuk ari ya. tambah gik mun kelas sampei petang. mengalahkan orang keja kadang2. haha..
so, it's kind of worrying me that i sometimes don't revise what i've learnt when i'm back home, particularly on Mondays, Tuesdays, and Thursdays, so far. i can't just rely on the other days, right? makin tua kali dirik tok. ya makin lelah. tambah gik makin susah subjek sem tok. masa kat jalan raya jak pun makin panjang. bersyukur la ada hari nok sikda kelas dalam seminggu ya.
God, help me to be stronger and more patient each day. let me find the best possible solution that will benefit not only me, but the people around me too. bingung kadang2. tapi apa2 pun, cuba cool jak ow.
to start...the core subjects that i'm currently taking are quite heavy in terms of workloads and weekly in-class learning hours. to add to that, i'm also taking not one, but two elective subjects. berani mati, nak?! LOL the reason for my decision to take up that many subjects this semester is to try to make the upcoming semesters free from subjects that aren't my core subjects. typically, the difficulty level gets higher every semester. i'm preparing myself for that too.
what's bugging me is the exhaustion that i often feel on weekdays when there are classes to attend. it's normal to feel tired when you have to drive to and fro but this time, it seems like i'm even more tired that the previous semesters. do you get what i mean? it's not just physical exhaustion, but also mental exhaustion. something seems to be bothering me. the morning traffic jams might be one of the contributing causes. i'm kind of used to the traffic jams but the journey seems to be 1.5 times longer than before. perhaps it's the route that i'm using that makes it longer. i'm using a different route this semester for a valid reason. :) it's a logical route considering where i need to go to on my way to campus, but overall, it's actually a little further than what i'm used to. i'm not sure if i can go on with it till whenever, though. :/ you see, my house is considered a little far from the main road. lorong (Stapok) selatan 11c2 oi~ dah la selatan bertentangan ngan utara, nombor 11, kakya c, sik cukup 11c, mok gik 11c2! it's quite hidden for those who are not used to the area. anyway...i've made a conclusion that i hate stopping at traffic lights (take note of the plural form.) more than roundabouts. seriously. going back home from campus is still okay but going to campus in the morning is a sore in the neck. i've been late quite many times. gomen ne, sensei to tomodachi. shouganai kara. :( nasib bait lecturer setakat tok bait2...understanding (or just patient, probably). i'm afraid that i might not be as lucky next semester. who knows?
now, you would think that if the long journey is a problem, why don't i just depart earlier from home, right? here's my answer to that. every morning when i need to attend classes, i wake up about one and a half hour, if not two hours, before i depart from home. iboh mok suruh bangun awal gik dari ya! cukup la ya. i need to wait for my turn to use the bathroom. i'm the last one to have my shower. the others need to depart earlier than me. aih...apa gik semester depan ow...semua orang sesi pagi dah. adoh.. when i'm ready, i'll then be on my way. when you actually have to go through my routine, you'll know how it really feels like from my point of view. bila pagi2 dah sikda mood gara2 mala jak stop2 kat jalan, ngan kadang2 ada kreta di depan nok agak slow (tapi sik boleh nak nganok sidak juak la. berhati2 di jalan raya bah. nang bena ya.), sampei jak kampus, kurang dah semangat mok dengar lecture. nok polah gik ada sikit semangat ya pun sebab pikir mok balit lekak habis kelas untuk ari ya. tambah gik mun kelas sampei petang. mengalahkan orang keja kadang2. haha..
so, it's kind of worrying me that i sometimes don't revise what i've learnt when i'm back home, particularly on Mondays, Tuesdays, and Thursdays, so far. i can't just rely on the other days, right? makin tua kali dirik tok. ya makin lelah. tambah gik makin susah subjek sem tok. masa kat jalan raya jak pun makin panjang. bersyukur la ada hari nok sikda kelas dalam seminggu ya.
God, help me to be stronger and more patient each day. let me find the best possible solution that will benefit not only me, but the people around me too. bingung kadang2. tapi apa2 pun, cuba cool jak ow.
Monday, August 8, 2011
몰라요 :: Don't Know :: 知らない :: Sik Tauk :: 不知道
kitak sik tauk..
♪ ♫ ♪ ♫ ♪ ♫ ♪ ♫ ♪ ♫
- ROMANIZATION -
ireoji mayo
baby geudaeneun mollayo
nae mameul ajikdo geudaeneun mollayo
meomchuji mayo
ijen sigani eobseoyo
jakkuman keojineun nae maeumeul
geudaen moreujyo
haruedo subaek beon
ni saenggakhae moreul kkeol
eojjeom ireokedo nae mam moreuni
haneun su eobtji mwo
naega gobaekhae
hanbal dagagamyeon dubal meoreojijiman
jogeum deo gakkai yeope
kkok buteo seoseo an nwa jullae
oneureun nae mam modu boyeojullae
eojjeom geurido babo gateunji
subaek beoneul nunchil jwodo
nae mameul molla neon
nan hangsang ireonde eojjeom geuri mollayo
jakku tteollyeoyo
maeil geudae saenggakhaeyo
jakkuman keojineun nae maeumeul
geudaen moreujyo
haruedo subaek beon
ni saenggakhae moreul kkeol
eojjeom ireokedo nae mam moreuni
haneun su eobtji mwo
naega gobaekhae
hanbal dagagamyeon dubal meoreojijiman
jogeum deo gakkai yeope
kkok buteo seoseo an nwa jullae
oneureun nae mam modu boyeojullae
eojjeom geurido babo gateunji
subaek beoneul nunchil jwodo
nae mameul molla neon
nan hangsang ireonde eojjeom geuri mollayo
maeil jamdo mot ja na
doraseoseo nal jom bwa
ijebuteo dagaga
neoga naui for my love
ajikdo geudaen mollayo ~oh ~oh
eojjeom geurido babo gateunji
subaek beoneul nunchil jwodo
nae mameul molla neon
nan hangsang ireonde eojjeom geuri mollayo
- ENGLISH TRANSLATION -
don't do this
baby you don't know
you still don't know my heart
don’t stop
we don’t have time now
you don’t know
my feeling for you just keeps growing
hundreds of times a day
i think about you but you don’t know
how can you not know my heart
what if you have to
i must confess
if i step closer, you’ll step back
stand next to me a little closer
close to me so i can’t let go
i want to show you my heart
how can you be so foolish
many times i’ve given you hints
you still don’t know my heart
i’m always saying this but how can you not know
i get nervous
every time i think about you
you don’t know
my feeling for you just keeps growing
hundreds of times a day
i think about you
how can you not know my feelings
what if have you to
i must confess
if i step closer, you’ll step back
stand next to me a little closer
close to me so i can’t let go
i want to show you my heart
how can you be so foolish
many times i’ve given you hints
you still don’t know my heart
i’m always saying this but how can you not know
now i can’t sleep everyday
turn around and look at me
i’m going to go closer
you’re worthy for my love
but you still don’t know ~oh ~oh
how can you be so foolish
many times i’ve given you hints
you still don’t know my heart
i’m always saying this but how can you not know
♪ ♫ ♪ ♫ ♪ ♫ ♪ ♫ ♪ ♫
i LOVE this song. i love the group too. they're A Pink from A CUBE Entertainment, a sister agency of CUBE Entertainment. remember CUBE, my favourite South Korean talent agency? ^^ so, it's kind of natural for me to have the tendency to be supportive of groups or solo acts that come from CUBE & A CUBE.
oh BTW, this song pretty much describes how i'm feeling right now.
oh BTW, this song pretty much describes how i'm feeling right now.
Sunday, February 21, 2010
i hate..i hate..i hate!!! KIRAI DA!!!
things i kind of hate but sometimes have to deal with. and types of people i SUGOI-ly dislike.
in random order:
- spiders...and other creepy crawlers~ eww...just stay away from me and live ur own life, OK, dear creatures. that way, everyone's happy. :)
- slimes~ well..slimes are just undesirably slimy. (is that how u spell it?)
- dry contact lenses~ when my contacts become dry, they irritate my eyes. *duh...right?* i would have to constantly blink or gently rub my eye(s) until i get the chance to take them off. i'm sure u would hate that too.
- traffic snobs~ referring to drivers or pedestrians who think ONLY of themselves on the road. we give and we take, OK. be considerate yet rational.
- pessimists~ i get it that we should be as realistic as we can when facing with different situations in life. and sometimes "s**ts happen" (quoting a friend of mine :D). but as realistic as we should be, we must also not forget to stay as positive as we can. our own reactions to whatever life throws at us are the determining steps to the future outcomes, right? so, don't always jump into conclusions before thinking it over.
- fake "plastics"~ it's a term used to refer to individuals, usually girls, who take outward appearance WAYYYY too seriously, and it shows in the way they look or act in public. because of these "plastics", more and more people are starting to have the mindset that make-ups and fashion are girls' self-destructing objects. :( thanks a lot, "plastics"!
- JBoys' haters (and KBoys' or anything alike)~ as a hardcore JBoys' supporter, i find it annoying when certain people try to dis off fans of these guys or idols. admit it! many of them have pretty faces and adorable personalities. when u claim that u hate them, i see 2 possible reasons to that: one...they have hurt u mentally, emotionally, spiritually, or physically before. two...u'r *obviously* a transparent green-eyed monster!
- stereotypers~ *sigh* generalising things or people is necessary sometimes but don't take it to the extreme. remember that there are sometimes exceptions to almost every matter. i can't stop people from having instant first impression or thought. no one can. but like i said...things aren't always how they appear to be. u may be right, u may also be wrong. ;)
ja...that's it for now. my list may grow or it may shrink later. but just live ur life the way u want it. God bless everyone always!
class will start again in about 7 hours. -.-'
Thursday, December 10, 2009
I Can Be Soooo Devilish >o<
I'm supposed to be handing some printed certificates to a friend who's in charge on something co-curriculum-related. I've been informed and am aware of it days ago. The thing that I need to do is just to type and print out names of my previous committee members. I've been procrastinating (intentionally AND eventually unintentionally) 'cos it's a simple thing to do. It's due today, BTW. So.....go figure! I haven't got it done! *bowing apologetically* There are two reasons for that. One, my file containing all the related documents is in my dormitory room (and I'm at home now). Two, I haven't bought the certificate paper yet. They're on their way, though, 'cos I've told my mom to buy them for me. It took me quite a while to realise that I won't be able to get it done without those things. Sumimasen! Sometimes I experience a hangover-like symptom that keeps me blurry with what's happening around me. I'll get it done soon. Today! After class just now, I sort of rushed out of the faculty building and drove back home so that I wouldn't bump into anyone that would ask about it. *evil laugh*
Ooopss...
Ooopss...Sunday, December 6, 2009
What I'm Thankful for This Year
Thanksgiving has past and Christmas is coming!!! Every year, there must be some things that everyone has gone through and is grateful for. I have things that I'm grateful for, too. It has been quite a year. Thank God for making things feel alright one way or another!
So...after some thinking and reflecting, these are the things that I'm especially thankful for:
- my supportive, though sometimes a little annoying, family ;)
- my good friends :)
- my dearest Arashi (and other great groups too, of course)
- my gadgets, particularly my cellphones, laptop, and mp3/ mp4 players
- my DVDs that have been entertaining me
- my comics that I'm kind of addicted to now
- the food that I love to indulge in at random times
- the drinks that have been super refreshing
- the air that I breathe (of course, right?)
- the notes that have been adding up my knowledge
- my ATM card that has always been with me when I really need it
- the great gifts that I have received from my family and friends
- my adorable stuffed animals that I have been hugging for good sleep
- the TV in the living room
- the radio in the car
- the songs that I truly enjoy listening to
- the internet that has made it possible to stay in touch and updated
- the shopping malls that make the perfect getaways after a hectic routine
- the couches and bed that have been so comfortable
Hontou ni arigatou!
So...after some thinking and reflecting, these are the things that I'm especially thankful for:
- my supportive, though sometimes a little annoying, family ;)
- my good friends :)
- my dearest Arashi (and other great groups too, of course)
- my gadgets, particularly my cellphones, laptop, and mp3/ mp4 players
- my DVDs that have been entertaining me
- my comics that I'm kind of addicted to now
- the food that I love to indulge in at random times
- the drinks that have been super refreshing
- the air that I breathe (of course, right?)
- the notes that have been adding up my knowledge
- my ATM card that has always been with me when I really need it
- the great gifts that I have received from my family and friends
- my adorable stuffed animals that I have been hugging for good sleep
- the TV in the living room
- the radio in the car
- the songs that I truly enjoy listening to
- the internet that has made it possible to stay in touch and updated
- the shopping malls that make the perfect getaways after a hectic routine
- the couches and bed that have been so comfortable
Hontou ni arigatou!
Tuesday, December 1, 2009
In Case I'll Forget What I Was Up To Last Month
- went to the bookstore a few times (Note: Bought at least 2 different comics at one time.)
- bought one or two JDrama DVDs (Note: As expected, I haven't watched them till finish yet.)
- watched Arashi's videos, listened to Arashi's songs, saved Arashi's pictures, downloaded Arashi's stuff excessively (Note: I couldn't stop...for real! xD)
- joined Sho-Beat and Jun Online (Note: It has always been my responsibility to keep promoting them and participate in things related.)
- overslept (Note: Oh yeah! For some reason, I felt sleepy really easily. Was it because of the coffee that was actually a milder one than the one I was used to?)
- seemed to be ignorant of an individual (Note: One, blame it on my sleepiness. Two, I got a little tired of the same old story. Three, whatever...) Gomen, ne... :(
- Riida's 29th birthday (Note: Referring to Arashi's Ohno Satoshi.)
- trimmed my hair (Note: Finally!! I hate split-ends!)
- got my exam results (Note: Good thing I passed. To improve is a must.)
A snapshot from years back..
- bought one or two JDrama DVDs (Note: As expected, I haven't watched them till finish yet.)
- watched Arashi's videos, listened to Arashi's songs, saved Arashi's pictures, downloaded Arashi's stuff excessively (Note: I couldn't stop...for real! xD)
- joined Sho-Beat and Jun Online (Note: It has always been my responsibility to keep promoting them and participate in things related.)
- overslept (Note: Oh yeah! For some reason, I felt sleepy really easily. Was it because of the coffee that was actually a milder one than the one I was used to?)
- seemed to be ignorant of an individual (Note: One, blame it on my sleepiness. Two, I got a little tired of the same old story. Three, whatever...) Gomen, ne... :(
- Riida's 29th birthday (Note: Referring to Arashi's Ohno Satoshi.)
- trimmed my hair (Note: Finally!! I hate split-ends!)
- got my exam results (Note: Good thing I passed. To improve is a must.)
A snapshot from years back..Wednesday, November 4, 2009
Exams Again
In contrary to what many people should be doing before exams, I've been doing these things lately:
1) Watch dramas and movies
2) Read comics right before bed
3) Eat...every now and then
4) Sing-along to the songs by my favourite groups and singers
BUT of course, I read my notes too. There's no escape in studying, is there? So, just endure it. And do things your own way. Kitto daijoubu.
Please pray for the smooth-going of our revising and exam-taking.
God bless..
1) Watch dramas and movies
2) Read comics right before bed
3) Eat...every now and then
4) Sing-along to the songs by my favourite groups and singers
BUT of course, I read my notes too. There's no escape in studying, is there? So, just endure it. And do things your own way. Kitto daijoubu.
Please pray for the smooth-going of our revising and exam-taking.
God bless..
Friday, October 2, 2009
I SERIOUSLY Didn't Want to Do It...Seriously..
Yes I know I'm not perfect.(msh bole jg bh jd mantap wpun not perfect. rilek..)
I feel so uneasy right now. Geram!!!!!!!!! I've tried to point out my intention and explain but noooo..still nothing better has been done about it. STOP DEPENDING ON ME (too much)!!! The harder part is, we're friends (but note that we're not exactly "such close friends". Prasan gila dia ni.) So, don't push it. I have a lot on my mind. I didn't ask for things to be so complicated suddenly but they just are, ok. So, don't simply drag me into stuff just because you THINK you really believe in my abilities. If the situation were different than this, I'd be flattered, really. Such a pity. Thanks for thinking so but hey, have you looked around? I'm not the only existing person, you know. Give me a break, please. Please la.. Tk phm2 pla..adei... I hate to lose my faith in a friend, ever, even when I'm being tested for it. Please don't make me, ok. Please... ~.~
Even at this moment, I still plan to be intentionally ignorant about it. Just slightly. I need to, ok. For the sake of my poor self. The situation forced me to be a little hypocritical. Why? Because I didn't completely tell how I really really really felt. I did try to..but SOMEONE DIDN'T GET IT. Sngaja ka? A simple thing has become so complicated. *sigh* Benci btl.
So, forgive me for what I've been doing and what I'm about to do. You'll see why..I hope. But don't worry..it's not that I'm going to commit a crime or anything. I just can't take it anymore. Honestly.....you've ruined my should-have-been-just-fine days, my friend. That kind of sucks. But I'll manage.
And I thank God for sending me many other good friends. At least I have them too. My kawaii ^^ friends. You rock!!
And God, continue to bless and guide us all.
bsok (or ari ni ka sdh), sy temankn JJ la pgi main cmpus utk Aidilfitri pnya bnda. cun2 jg aktiviti tu ari yg sma dgn apa yg sy tgh bingungkn ni. timing pn lbh kurg. makin tmbh ssh ni.
oh ya kn...kna htr adik lg pgi skolah. jgn la lecture hbs lmbt sgt. pharmaco o... then, tkut tk terbgun pla sb sy stat lmbt ckt dr besa. jd, yg lain dh jln dr rumah awal lg. rajin2kn la bgunkn sy k. but not too early, pls.
n omg...ada patho tutorial!!! uii...mo revise hbs lg ni. adui...adui...
Sunday, August 30, 2009
Sorry for Anything (and Thank You for Everything)
Well...I'd just like to clear my conscience before I sleep for now. (Plus, exam is coming, so I don't really want any grudge or dissatisfaction from any of you. xD) So, here are some of the things I realise I've been doing, or I've failed to do right. Rest assured, dear all..I know it when I've done something annoying or hurtful (in case).
Okay... So, take note of the part concerning you only. The other parts might confuse you.
To mommy and daddy,
I think I know why the bills are quite high these days. ^o^ I've been staying up at nights (every night, in fact). My laptop is on as long as I'm home, the TV's on as the background sound when I'm studying in the living room, the water in the shower is used abundantly (You know how long I can take to shower), the lights are on when everyone else is sleeping ('cos I haven't slept at those times). The list can just continue. And you know very well that I'm like a pro at spending (my own or your money). Thanks for all the things you've bought for me. Love them! All those sandals, dresses, blouses, accessories, bags, CDs, books.. I do feel like a spoilt princess sometimes..haha...but it's so hard not to be one when you're so nice to say yes to my requests. On my defense, you did say no several times and I had to accept those no-moments (while sulking).
To my sis',
Hmm...I'm not sure if I should be sorry for nagging and giving orders to you girls all this while. It's how it's supposed to be, isn't it? Hehe...kidding. So, I'm sorry if I've used my 'power' too much on you girls. Can't help it sometimes. Well, thank you for following what I've been telling you. Some of them are good advice, you know.
To my Lot77 housemates,
I'm sorry if I've been a pain in the neck as your housemate, though I hope not. It's really an honour to have you girls around. Sorry for the meetings I've missed, sorry for the tasks i haven't done well. It seems that I'm lacking in terms of commitment lately. I have my reasons, actually. But I still intend to do what I can for the sake of our apartment and those living in it. Oh ya..sorry for suddenly laughing or giggling at nights, in case you could hear me (especially my roommie). I'm just so easily amused with anything sometimes.
To my 2009 batch classmates,
I haven't known you guys for a long time yet but you guys are part of my life now (cewah..) and are more than just my acquaintances. There's something funny about how we got to know each other. I could see that some of you guys were confused..."Who's this girl, really?".."How come I've never seen her before? (sb dh biasa d cni kn. jd lain jg la cara sy 1st2 compared to kmuorg.)" etc. It really felt like I was living a double life..a double identity or something. Still do, I think. So..sorry about any confusion caused..haha... Thank you for the laughter you've made me have (intentionally or unintentionally) due to your adorable humour. Sometimes just looking at you guys makes me want to giggle..hihi... You might have heard things about me from the other friends or seniors (=.=)", well, it's better to ask me for the confirmation. Sometimes, they make things up..huhu...
To my 2008 batch,
There are many things you guys have done and said. I must say that you are inspiring and motivating..each of you. (tp jgn prasan lbih2 k. xD) Sorry for any misunderstandings or hardship I've caused. Never meant to. Together we give each other headaches sometimes, ok? Wish us all luck in what we do. You're all great friends. Continue to be so. ;)
To the friends I've lost contact with,
Primary school friends, secondary school friends, matriculation friends, childhood friends...I'm sorry to those I haven't contacted for quite some time. You guys pn satu, napa tk call/ msj?? But just know that I haven't forgotten about any of you. Might have forgotten your home addresses, might have forgotten your hobbies, might have forgotten your favourite colours...but I still remember knowing you. So..do stay in touch whenever you can.
To my buddies (you know who you are :D),
Thanks for your guidance and support. It's good to have you guys as examples..like my own big sisters and brothers. Sorry when I missed on greeting you or saying 'hi'. Kdg2 tk nmpk bh. Dh la bingung jg kdg2. By the way, we have an amazing line of buddies, don't we? ;) (Yg lain jgn jeles..haha...)
To my Unifruit gang,
We're now getting busier each day, ne? Gomen nasai for not being able to hang out with you guys sometimes. Demo ne..I do think of you all every now and then. And you guys are like my major source of laughter. Domo arigatou! Sorry for giving you any tension..huhu... Well, I'm only a phone call or sms away if you need me. Stay cute!
To ...,
Thanks k for everything! You're so sweet. Appreciate it very much. Keep on lighting the days and nights of those you know (especially me ^^). And sorry for...well, the uncertainties I've brought. I can be indecisive but never meant to. If only I could be more straight-to-the-point but.....it's my bad. I guess it should be enough to just know what you already know. ;)
To the other friends...
Rilek la if you're not specially mentioned above. You guys lg la special caranya klo mau..sy send cards and gifts lg. But only upon request..haha... Thanks also for being around, wherever you are. You guys made me the way I am. Arigatou!
Wish everyone best of luck in things they do! Gb n tc..
-pris-
Okay... So, take note of the part concerning you only. The other parts might confuse you.
To mommy and daddy,
I think I know why the bills are quite high these days. ^o^ I've been staying up at nights (every night, in fact). My laptop is on as long as I'm home, the TV's on as the background sound when I'm studying in the living room, the water in the shower is used abundantly (You know how long I can take to shower), the lights are on when everyone else is sleeping ('cos I haven't slept at those times). The list can just continue. And you know very well that I'm like a pro at spending (my own or your money). Thanks for all the things you've bought for me. Love them! All those sandals, dresses, blouses, accessories, bags, CDs, books.. I do feel like a spoilt princess sometimes..haha...but it's so hard not to be one when you're so nice to say yes to my requests. On my defense, you did say no several times and I had to accept those no-moments (while sulking).
To my sis',
Hmm...I'm not sure if I should be sorry for nagging and giving orders to you girls all this while. It's how it's supposed to be, isn't it? Hehe...kidding. So, I'm sorry if I've used my 'power' too much on you girls. Can't help it sometimes. Well, thank you for following what I've been telling you. Some of them are good advice, you know.
To my Lot77 housemates,
I'm sorry if I've been a pain in the neck as your housemate, though I hope not. It's really an honour to have you girls around. Sorry for the meetings I've missed, sorry for the tasks i haven't done well. It seems that I'm lacking in terms of commitment lately. I have my reasons, actually. But I still intend to do what I can for the sake of our apartment and those living in it. Oh ya..sorry for suddenly laughing or giggling at nights, in case you could hear me (especially my roommie). I'm just so easily amused with anything sometimes.
To my 2009 batch classmates,
I haven't known you guys for a long time yet but you guys are part of my life now (cewah..) and are more than just my acquaintances. There's something funny about how we got to know each other. I could see that some of you guys were confused..."Who's this girl, really?".."How come I've never seen her before? (sb dh biasa d cni kn. jd lain jg la cara sy 1st2 compared to kmuorg.)" etc. It really felt like I was living a double life..a double identity or something. Still do, I think. So..sorry about any confusion caused..haha... Thank you for the laughter you've made me have (intentionally or unintentionally) due to your adorable humour. Sometimes just looking at you guys makes me want to giggle..hihi... You might have heard things about me from the other friends or seniors (=.=)", well, it's better to ask me for the confirmation. Sometimes, they make things up..huhu...
To my 2008 batch,
There are many things you guys have done and said. I must say that you are inspiring and motivating..each of you. (tp jgn prasan lbih2 k. xD) Sorry for any misunderstandings or hardship I've caused. Never meant to. Together we give each other headaches sometimes, ok? Wish us all luck in what we do. You're all great friends. Continue to be so. ;)
To the friends I've lost contact with,
Primary school friends, secondary school friends, matriculation friends, childhood friends...I'm sorry to those I haven't contacted for quite some time. You guys pn satu, napa tk call/ msj?? But just know that I haven't forgotten about any of you. Might have forgotten your home addresses, might have forgotten your hobbies, might have forgotten your favourite colours...but I still remember knowing you. So..do stay in touch whenever you can.
To my buddies (you know who you are :D),
Thanks for your guidance and support. It's good to have you guys as examples..like my own big sisters and brothers. Sorry when I missed on greeting you or saying 'hi'. Kdg2 tk nmpk bh. Dh la bingung jg kdg2. By the way, we have an amazing line of buddies, don't we? ;) (Yg lain jgn jeles..haha...)
To my Unifruit gang,
We're now getting busier each day, ne? Gomen nasai for not being able to hang out with you guys sometimes. Demo ne..I do think of you all every now and then. And you guys are like my major source of laughter. Domo arigatou! Sorry for giving you any tension..huhu... Well, I'm only a phone call or sms away if you need me. Stay cute!
To ...,
Thanks k for everything! You're so sweet. Appreciate it very much. Keep on lighting the days and nights of those you know (especially me ^^). And sorry for...well, the uncertainties I've brought. I can be indecisive but never meant to. If only I could be more straight-to-the-point but.....it's my bad. I guess it should be enough to just know what you already know. ;)
To the other friends...
Rilek la if you're not specially mentioned above. You guys lg la special caranya klo mau..sy send cards and gifts lg. But only upon request..haha... Thanks also for being around, wherever you are. You guys made me the way I am. Arigatou!
Wish everyone best of luck in things they do! Gb n tc..
-pris-
Saturday, August 29, 2009
Lately...
Don't know exactly why but things have been tough these days. They have been so for weeks. I kept telling myself that they'll fade away as time went by but...noooo..they didn't. The real problem is..there have been more than just one problem coming back to back. (Suratan atau kebetulan..cewah...) It's like a marathon..or a triathlon..or whatever you call it. It came to a point that one of my pals (^^) told me that I've lost the 'light' I used to have. (Nmpk kurg bercahaya bh mksudnya.) I really miss the old me. What happened to her?? And this is also one of the reasons I had not been updating my blog. Huhu...sorry about that. Will do better next time, after this.
But you know what...thanks to all my friends, I'm going through each day anyway just to move along. Things will get better. Let's all hope so. So, I just want to say sorry if I've causing any worries or confusion to any of you. You know I never meant to. Poor you guys.
Love you all and thanks for everything! God bless..
But you know what...thanks to all my friends, I'm going through each day anyway just to move along. Things will get better. Let's all hope so. So, I just want to say sorry if I've causing any worries or confusion to any of you. You know I never meant to. Poor you guys.
Love you all and thanks for everything! God bless..
- pris '09 -
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