Feverish Yesterday

heyyy....how's everybody doing? everything's cool, right?

i had a fever last night. but only for that night till early in the morning.

here's the story...

i started feeling light-headed yesterday afternoon. nang pusing2 eh palak. so, i took a nap. after that nap, i felt a little better but the headache was still there, not completely gone. i watched BEAST's 'Genesis of B2ST' DVD & Westlife's 'The Karaoke Collection' DVD to keep myself occupied in the evening. gosh i love those groups! oh, i also watched the trailer of 'Paranormal Activity 3' with my sisters & cousin. just the trailer, but i was too much of a chicken to watch it alone. haha.. can't wait for the movie to come out here, though. mok ikut nanga sik? ju la...skali skala menakutkan diri. dui...dah out of topic aih.

i watched Hell's Kitchen, DC Cupcakes 2, & Masterchef Australia Masterclass on TV. wait...now i realise that they're all food-related reality shows! dah la senang lapar malam2. hehe.. as midnight came along, i started to feel weak & uncomfortable. i had a glass of warm water (& toasts & red bean bun) & rested at the couch while continuing to watch TV. serius..! i wasn't feeling well. so, i turned off everything downstairs & went upstairs to my room. oh, everyone else at home was already asleep hours earlier. i laid down for about an hour but couldn't sleep. i was feeling uneasy. so, i went downstairs to get some Panadol. i eventually fell asleep. when i woke up today, i felt better. :)

take care, people! & don't take up medicine unless necessary. or else, it won't work when you really need it.

Potential Wedding/ Anniversary Songs

don't get me wrong here. i'm not getting married soon or anything like that. (right?? haha...sott!) it's just that i came across a song that is purely beautiful & randomly thought "hmm...this would make a good wedding song.". then, i tried to think of songs i've already known that would make great wedding songs (or just songs for any love-filled moments).

so, i've come up with this list of songs, which are my personal favourites:

-- 'I'll Be Loving You Forever' by Westlife --

chorus:
"i'll be loving you forever.. deep inside my heart you'll leave me never.. even if you took my heart.. and tore it apart.. i would love you still forever.."

-- 'You're Still the One' by Shania Twain --

chorus:
"you're still the one i run to.. the one that i belong to.. you're still the one i want for life.. you're still the one that i love.. the only one i dream of.. you're still the one i kiss goodnight.."

-- 'Amazed' by Lonestar --

chorus:
"i don't know how you do what you do.. i'm so in love with you.. it just keeps getting better.. i wanna spend the rest of my life.. with you by my side.. forever and ever.. every little thing that you do.. baby i'm amazed by you.."

-- 'Stuck in My Heart' by C21 --

chorus:
"you are stuck in my heart.. and we can go anywhere.. whatever the reason.. you are so stuck in my heart.. like counting a million stars.. for that many reasons you are.."

-- 'When You Look Me in the Eyes' by Jonas Brothers --

chorus:

"when you look me in the eyes.. and tell me that you love me.. everything's alright.. when you're right here by my side.. when you look me in the eyes.. i catch a glimpse of heaven.. i find my paradise.. when you look me in the eyes.."

-- 'When You Tell Me that You Love Me' by Diana Ross & Westlife --

chorus:

"and baby.. every time you touch me.. i become a hero.. i'll make you safe no matter you are.. and bring you.. everything you ask for.. nothing is above me.. i'm shining like a candle in the dark.. when you tell me that you love me.."

now, aren't those songs just lovely~? ada gik ka? share2 la k. peace & love~

몰라요 :: Don't Know :: 知らない :: Sik Tauk :: 不知道

kitak sik tauk..

♪ ♫ ♪ ♫ ♪ ♫ ♪ ♫ ♪ ♫

- ROMANIZATION -

ireoji mayo

baby geudaeneun mollayo

nae mameul ajikdo geudaeneun mollayo

meomchuji mayo
ijen sigani eobseoyo
jakkuman keojineun nae maeumeul
geudaen moreujyo

haruedo subaek beon
ni saenggakhae moreul kkeol
eojjeom ireokedo nae mam moreuni
haneun su eobtji mwo
naega gobaekhae

hanbal dagagamyeon dubal meoreojijiman
jogeum deo gakkai yeope
kkok buteo seoseo an nwa jullae
oneureun nae mam modu boyeojullae

eojjeom geurido babo gateunji
subaek beoneul nunchil jwodo
nae mameul molla neon
nan hangsang ireonde eojjeom geuri mollayo

jakku tteollyeoyo
maeil geudae saenggakhaeyo
jakkuman keojineun nae maeumeul
geudaen moreujyo

haruedo subaek beon
ni saenggakhae moreul kkeol
eojjeom ireokedo nae mam moreuni
haneun su eobtji mwo
naega gobaekhae

hanbal dagagamyeon dubal meoreojijiman
jogeum deo gakkai yeope
kkok buteo seoseo an nwa jullae
oneureun nae mam modu boyeojullae

eojjeom geurido babo gateunji
subaek beoneul nunchil jwodo
nae mameul molla neon
nan hangsang ireonde eojjeom geuri mollayo

maeil jamdo mot ja na
doraseoseo nal jom bwa
ijebuteo dagaga
neoga naui for my love

ajikdo geudaen mollayo ~oh ~oh

eojjeom geurido babo gateunji
subaek beoneul nunchil jwodo
nae mameul molla neon
nan hangsang ireonde eojjeom geuri mollayo

- ENGLISH TRANSLATION -

don't do this
baby you don't know
you still don't know my heart

don’t stop
we don’t have time now
you don’t know
my feeling for you just keeps growing

hundreds of times a day
i think about you but you don’t know
how can you not know my heart
what if you have to
i must confess

if i step closer, you’ll step back
stand next to me a little closer
close to me so i can’t let go
i want to show you my heart

how can you be so foolish
many times i’ve given you hints
you still don’t know my heart
i’m always saying this but how can you not know

i get nervous
every time i think about you
you don’t know
my feeling for you just keeps growing

hundreds of times a day
i think about you
how can you not know my feelings
what if have you to
i must confess

if i step closer, you’ll step back
stand next to me a little closer
close to me so i can’t let go
i want to show you my heart

how can you be so foolish
many times i’ve given you hints
you still don’t know my heart
i’m always saying this but how can you not know

now i can’t sleep everyday
turn around and look at me
i’m going to go closer
you’re worthy for my love

but you still don’t know ~oh ~oh

how can you be so foolish
many times i’ve given you hints
you still don’t know my heart
i’m always saying this but how can you not know

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i LOVE this song. i love the group too. they're A Pink from A CUBE Entertainment, a sister agency of CUBE Entertainment. remember CUBE, my favourite South Korean talent agency? ^^ so, it's kind of natural for me to have the tendency to be supportive of groups or solo acts that come from CUBE & A CUBE.

oh BTW, this song pretty much describes how i'm feeling right now.

H-O-P-E

no matter how hard things are, no matter how down you feel, no matter how many times you fall, no matter how tired you've become...

never lose hope. at least not so easily.

i know it's easier said than done, but just promise that you'll endure things patiently. at least try. i'll do the same.

:)

here's my little 'hope' tattoo. it's fake tattoo, BTW. i like it.

here's 'Lights Go On Again' by my favourite K-pop group, BEAST. listen to the lyrics (read the translation).

I'm Like "an Enigma"?

as far as i'm aware of, my blood type is AB, rhesus positive. some of the adjectives describing individuals with this blood type are mysterious, inexplicable, complex, unique, strange, etc. those words are just generalised impressions by some people, OK. don't take them so seriously. ;)

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Type AB blood is rare – it’s found in less than five percent of the population. And it is the newest of the blood types. Until ten or twelve centuries ago, there was no Type AB blood type. Type AB resulted from the intermingling of Type A with Type B. Type AB has a unique chameleon-like quality – depending on the circumstances, this blood type can appropriate the characteristics of each of the other blood types. Type AB is sometimes A-like, sometimes B-like and sometimes a fusion of both. see how confusing (& confused) i can be? *sigh*

Type AB reflects the mixed inheritance of their A and B genes. According to Dr. D’Adamo (author of 'Eat Right for Your Type' and 'Live Right for Your Type'), “Type AB has Type A’s low stomach acid, however, they also have Type B’s adaptation to meats. Therefore, you lack enough stomach acid to metabolize them efficiently and the meat you eat tends to get stored as fat. (O.O) so, i can get fat easily? Your Type B propensities cause the same insulin reaction as Type B when you eat lima beans, corn, buckwheat, or sesame seeds.”

Type AB should avoid caffeine and alcohol, what??! but i like caffeine. T-T especially when you’re in stressful situations. aih..makin stress la makin perlu kopi ow. Dr. D’Adamo recommends that Type AB focus on foods such as tofu, seafood, dairy and green vegetables if you are trying to lose weight. There is a wide variety of seafood for Type AB, and it is an excellent source of protein for Type AB. A few highly beneficial fish are mahi-mahi, red snapper, salmon, sardines, and tuna. Some dairy is also beneficial for Type AB – especially cultured dairy such as Yogurt and kefir.

Dr. D’Adamo also recommends smaller, more frequent meals, as they will counteract digestive problems caused by inadequate stomach acid and peptic enzymes. He also suggests that Type AB pay attention to combining certain food. For example, you’ll digest and metabolize food more efficiently if you avoid eating starches and proteins in the same meal. apa2 la.

Even though people have different capabilities for accommodating stress, we ultimately all have a breaking point. Given enough stressors of a high enough intensity for a long enough period of time, anyone will maladapt. For a Type AB, when it comes to stress hormones, you most resemble Type O in your tendency to overproduce catecholamines like adrenaline. Yet you also have the additional complexity of Type B’s rapid clearing of nitrous oxide, so you suffer the physical consequences of high emotions. Your greatest danger is the tendency to internalize your emotions, especially anger and hostility, which is much more damaging to your health than externalizing it. don't worry. i won't always keep my emotions to myself, then. :) Exercise plays a critical component in stress reduction and maintaining a healthy emotional balance for Type AB. Dr. D’Adamo recommends a combination of both calming activities and more intense physical exercise to help maintain an optimal balance. mala jak combination ow. mentang2 la AB tok combination of A & B. For example, three days of aerobic exercise such as running or biking and two days of calming exercise such as yoga or tai chi.

Type AB often receives mixed messages about emotional health. While you tend to be drawn to other people and are friendly and trusting, friends, i do trust you guys. :) there is a side of you that feels alienated from the larger community. At your best, you are intuitive and spiritual, with an ability to look beyond the rigid confines of society. You are passionate in your beliefs, but you also want to be liked by others and this can create conflicts. *singing* | me & my heart, we've got issues.. don't know if i should hate you or miss you.. | LOL In an independent study, Type ABs described themselves as emotional, passionate, friendly, trusting and empathetic. i kind of agree.

- taken from this site -

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i read this article for fun. just to get to know myself a little bit more. but ultimately, we are shaped by ourselves & the people or things that matter to us. ^^v

They're Not Just Customers, They're Guests

hello, i'm Priscilla.

i'm halfway through my university's inter-session break. i have about 2 months left till the time comes when i need to start attending classes again.

so.....it's now my third week working. ^-^ coming to think of it, it has been quite challenging yet interesting. it's my first time ever to work in my life & it's a job that revolves around customer service. just the idea of needing to perform a task for a job can be a little intimidating for me, especially since i have Z-E-R-O experience or formal knowledge in what i'm currently required to do. sometimes, i can't help but to care about what people have to say about my actions & capabilities. i don't like being bad at anything. who does, right? right?? at the same time, i keep in mind that people can think however they want & their perceptions aren't necessarily the utmost truth. so, it's all good. :D however, being the AB-blood type that i am, i tend to have alternating mood from day to day, or week to week, or so on. i can be happy-go-cutie :p one moment, then the next day, i can be fairly uptight & jumpy. it's kind of random. but it's normal, no worries. ^^v working on it, though. trying to be a better person each day. :)

for my friends (or relatives) who are wondering, i'm working part time at Hilton Kuching's Waterfront Cafe as a waitress. honestly, i felt like a bidan terjun, if you know what i mean. LOL.. on-the-job training was given during my first week. in fact, it's ongoing even till this day. of course, right? duh... :D we shall provide "Hilton experience" to the guests. oh BTW, the meaning behind "Hilton" is Hospitality, Integrity, Leadership, Teamwork, Ownership, & New. (erm...to dear workmates who are reading this, IF i got any of those wrong, please disregard it & tell no one. OK? i'm trying hard to remember what Abg Nabi taught us on the first day. but then, i can be forgetful. i might heard it wrong too. sorry~ maaf~ mianhamnida~ sumimasen~)

morning shift (0700 - 1630)

afternoon shift (1400 - 2330)

love you all...see 'ya!

Lucky Lucky Me!

BEAST is currently having their 1st Asia Fanmeet Tour. their first destination was KL, Malaysia. the Malaysia fanmeet was held on July 1st at Sunway Lagoon's Surf Beach. the organisers for the fanmeet in Malaysia were Star Planet & FlyerVision. Imagine TV Network (ITVN) was the official online TV for this fanmeet tour. just like any other events, contests were carried out with tickets to the fanmeet as the prizes. ITVN divided the contest into 3 parts. for each part, participants were required to answer 3 questions & send in their particulars through e-mail to ITVN. according to ITVN, winners were chosen daily based on who had answered correctly AND sent in their particulars. so, i assumed that everyday, for as long as the contest period was on, they selected the first 2 or first 3 who fulfilled the simple requirements. so, i tried my luck & took part in all 3 parts of the contest. hold on...let me copy my e-mail entries for every part.

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'Win tickets to meet Beast in KL! (Part 1)' contest

01) How many members are in the band Beast?

- Six

02) On which day will the fan meeting in Kuala Lumpur be held?

- Friday

03) Is Imagine TV Network the Official Online TV for the event?

- Yes

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Part 2 – “Win Tickets To Meet Beast in KL!”

Question 1 – What is the standing sequence (from left to right) of Beast’s band members on the red carpet?

Jang Hyun Seung, Yong Jun Hyung, Lee Gi Kwang, Yang Yo Seop, Son Dong Woon, Yoon Du Jun

Question 2 – How many times did the pyrotechnics flash throughout the video?

27 times

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Win Tickets to meet BEAST in KL (Part 3)

Question 1:
What 3 words (English words) did Jun Hyung use to describe the song, "Fiction"?

sorrowful, very good

Question 2:
What 2 words (English words) did Yo Seob use describe their feelings of going on a Fan Meeting Asia Tour in July?

excited, nervous

Question 3:
What 2 things (use the English subtitle) did Doo Joon ask BEAST fans to give them?

support, love

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i didn't win the 1st part...no biggie...didn't win the 2nd part...fair enough.....couldn't care less about the 3rd part ('cos it was to be announced on June 13th, which happened to be my first day of working at Hilton Kuching's Waterfront Cafe as a part-timer. i need to post another blog entry about this one. later. maybe.).....but as i got back home from a tiring yet interesting day, i found out that i was one of the winners for Part 3 contest! only God & i know how mixed up my emotions were. exhausted + confused + motivated + shocked + in pain (of aching arms & legs..hihi...) + grateful = ??? somebody, tell me!




i didn't get to go to the fanmeet in KL, though. i cancelled my trip at the last minute. don't ask why...don't want to talk about it. but life goes on~ ^^v


now...
there's another contest for another event. this time, the event is MTV World Stage 2011, scheduled to be held at i-City, Shah Alam, Malaysia on July 24th. Twisties is one of the sponsors. Twisties Malaysia on Facebook posted the question of the contest on their wall on July 4th. i happened to be online that afternoon. it was a few hours before my work shift started & i was just chilling in front of the laptop.

Twisties Contest : Yooo Irretwistable-lites.... The moment you have been waiting for starts NOW!!! Try to name FOUR of Twisties "IRRETWISTIBLE" flavours - the first 20 people to correctly answer this shall win a pair of MWS passes. Please ensure that your account is viewable by the public. Thank you!

when i saw the question, i thought "what the heck...why not give it a try?" so, i went to Twisties' official website to search for the answer. i typed out the answer as quickly & as accurately as i could. i wasn't being so hopeful 'cos many had already answered by the time i gave out my answers. but what i learned is, when you've got nothing to lose, just go on & spare that few minutes to try your luck. no pressure.



after i submitted my answer, i went to the kitchen to make myself some Maggi (too bad there was only chicken flavour left) as i was hungry. i cooked 2 packets of that instant noodle. =p it was A LOT. my youngest sis was startled to see my plate. xD i got back to the laptop & refreshed the page, only to find out this:



it...felt.....wow..~ i know this sounds like a cliche, but i couldn't believe that i had won. :') i'm so thankful. very very thankful..

we'll see what happens next. peace~